the world is so small..

hmm.. how im going to start it....



ptg td.... after came back from solat jumaat...
im o9 as usual..... then bkak ym...

open my blog,fs.myspace,facebook and all that...

suddenly my friend BUZZ me on YM....

he said.. try to check it out this blog...

then i jz read it.. then he gave me one more page...

but this page is different.. he told me that the owner of this blos had passed away.. because of the cancer.. AL-FATIHAH...

so i jz read it.... she is an architecture student.. studying at oversea... very good in lomography...

but i didnt finished read bout her blog...

because it is bout 5.30pm, so i wanted to go cycling...

after riding my bike, then i went to padang, lepak2 there with my frend..

i didnt bought my boot to play football, so jz sitting there wathing the game...

suddenly my friend ask me.. you remember this girl... our scoolmate during primary school...
i told him that... its too long alredy... i cant remember her face.. then i ask him why??

he told me that dat girl just passed away... because of the cancer..

i ask him where did shes studied.. then he told me that shes studying at oversea taking architecture....

tbe2 i teringat pasal blog yg i bce ptg td b4 keluar g padang....

then i reconfermed with him about that girl name....

MASYA ALLAH... INNALILLAHIWAIINAILAIHIRAJIIN....

blog yg ak bce ptg td, rpenye blog scollmate ak time sek rendah dlu....

DIE DA MENINGGAL AKIBAT CENCER....

mmg x snke.. kuasa ALLAH... mudah mudahan roh MAISARA d tempatkan d kalangan org2 beriman... AL FATIHAH...

this is one of her entry :

"I have nobody close to me to be my heroes to look up to in my recovery process,because they succumbed to cancer.

i lost my grandparents to it.

i understand if they didnt have enough motivation to continue life,

to fight cancer.they've had and achieved everything in their lives.

but me,i'm 20! ive achieved, NOTHING at all in my life.

i know i still have a long way to go,and i wont give up until i win this.

i'm not born a quitter, and i have my reasons to continue this life.

i'm diagnosed with stage 3b lung cancer,with very little chance of livingBUT WHO CARES WHAT STAGE IM IN and what percentage i have left!you're not God, dont make easy assumptions predecting my lifespan.

i can easily say that,my biggest inspiration comes from Lance Armstrong.

the cancer he went through actually made him a stronger person.

made him a 7 times champion of le tour de france.crazy.

that's why i love athletes, esp cyclists, pro cyclists.they're the strongest people that cycle up to 250+ kms, for hours,endured the pain as if it's just a small bruise, when their shorts are torn and the fresh red flesh is flashing, ignored their cramped muscles to make it to the finishing line.

not only they're physically strong, they're mentally strong.

i couldnt find any sports that has the same beauty as cycling."

AL-FATIHAH

buat

Wan Maisara Amira Bte Wan Aziz

22 April 1988 - 19th October 2008